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Thoughts Of Doom

I was up most all of last night…my thinking cap on full blast. I concluded there is no hope & no future for me. My life & existence will never be more than it is now…a death sentence…condemned to die … Continue reading

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Reflection

I’ve never manifested the big things,the grand & wonderful things,cuz I get bored & quit. As time marches on & I see no progress ,I give up & start another project or indulge in a hobby. I’ve always bounced from … Continue reading

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Yes,I Have Given Up

Its tough admitting it,but its true. After slamming into multiple brick walls I finally gave up. I claim I’ve returned to the Laws Of Attraction…that’s a lie. I think I’ve come to hate the Laws Of Attraction.  All I’ve ever … Continue reading

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I Wasn’t Always Fat

The old man destroyed my self-esteem with his daily rages…cussing me,hating me,wishing for me to die,& comparing me to other women. I gave up & stopped dieting,stopped wearing make up,stopped styling my hair…totally gave up on myself.  I took to … Continue reading

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The Unbearable Stink Of Cigarette Smoke

I thought I was smelling decayed wood…nope…its stale cigarette smoke & its so thick its causing difficulty breathing & daily allergies. The result of having a chain smoker in the house smoking himself into an early grave. He smokes those … Continue reading

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I Admit It I Am Confused

I am stuck & can’t move foreward. There are 3 cars I wish to own,but find it exhausting building the mentality of 3 cars…its also preventing enough energy to manifest any of the 3. I am confused…hell,I’m already burned out. … Continue reading

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30 Years Using The LOA

seems I am not manifesting anymore…well,I did manifest my car I now own…but I’ve been trying to manifest another house for the past year. Its like I can manifest small things,but the stuff I really need aren’t manifesting…seems I’m stuck … Continue reading

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