Thoughts Of Doom

I was up most all of last night…my thinking cap on full blast. I concluded there is no hope & no future for me. My life & existence will never be more than it is now…a death sentence…condemned to die poor,abused,sickly,in this horrible old rental house. I decided I would sell all my books,give up,& wait to die. That’s the grim reality I was facing. 

Somehow,someway,I ended up with positive thoughts. It was the hope & strength I needed. I’d spend 2 months writing a Pray Rain Journal. I’d write the next chapter of my life as if I am already living it. I’d script in what I want & omit what I don’t want. This will be fun,haha. 


About bavariandreams4ever

sporty cars are my passion...I love food & eating...I blog for therapy & fun...I am a hermit.,which is my husband's fault...long story. I am an Earth Angel with the gift of healing. I wish to teach the art of manifestation & write a book on that subject. I am here to teach & heal...that's my purpose,my calling. I am a spiritualist.
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