Finally…a Helpful Book

I am reading an inspirational book about freedom. I find myself calmer & more motivated. Its nothing miraculous,but even the slightest relief is appreciated. This book,so far,is keeping me from an emotional collapse. 

The depression,anxiety,& fears remain. I often am in tears. I don’t like the things I do,say,feel,& think. I know I’m a spur in the heel of my youngest son’s social life.  I react out  of fear,anxiety,depression,& my frantic need to be in control. 

Fear covers me like storm clouds. Depression has me in tears. Anxiety gives no mercy. I have no self-esteem. I feel deep guilt…impairing regret. Those that know me think I am a bitch,a burden,and mentally handicapped. Dammit! I am afraid & insecure. I don’t feel safe. I’m not happy. 


About bavariandreams4ever

sporty cars are my passion...I love food & eating...I blog for therapy & fun...I am a hermit.,which is my husband's fault...long story. I am an Earth Angel with the gift of healing. I wish to teach the art of manifestation & write a book on that subject. I am here to teach & heal...that's my purpose,my calling. I am a spiritualist.
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