I’d Rather Give Up

I actually hate the Laws Of Attraction. After over 30 years there’s nothing new to learn & nothing big & important has manifested. All I’ve succeeded in manifesting is abuse,suffering,misery,& poverty. 

I now find myself digging into the past for answers & that coveted way out of this chaotic crisis. I look at all my books & I want to scream…sob…while thoughts of suicide offer what might be the only way out. Or am I bordering on a mental & emotional collapse? 


About bavariandreams4ever

sporty cars are my passion...I love food & eating...I blog for therapy & fun...I am a hermit.,which is my husband's fault...long story. I am an Earth Angel with the gift of healing. I wish to teach the art of manifestation & write a book on that subject. I am here to teach & heal...that's my purpose,my calling. I am a spiritualist.
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