51 Year Old Gamer…That’s Me

I only play car racing games,cuz I have a passion for sports cars. Old as I am I play those games like a 12 year old. Surely fun isn’t reserved for those 30 & younger. What are us oldsters to do…sit in front of the tv & wait to die? Knit sweaters & garden? Bake cookies & drink hot tea?  I want more than that. 

I never had adventures in life. Hell,I’ve not even lived. I blew my teens & 20s on huge dreams & booze. I was 30 when I finally moved out of my parents house,moved into an apartment,& married a rageaholic. That carried into 18 years of abuse & poverty. 

Other than my Dad abusing me on school mornings I had a fun & exciting childhood. I always cried not to go to school,which made my Dad rage at me. Going to school terrified me & I never adjusted. 


About bavariandreams4ever

sporty cars are my passion...I love food & eating...I blog for therapy & fun...I am a hermit.,which is my husband's fault...long story. I am an Earth Angel with the gift of healing. I wish to teach the art of manifestation & write a book on that subject. I am here to teach & heal...that's my purpose,my calling. I am a spiritualist.
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