I’ve Had Enough Of Being Hated & Abused

If I had even a smidge of self-esteem the old bastard finished it off this past Sunday. The attack was so cruel,so heartless,so unmerciful…I am ashamed to be seen in public. I don’t feel good enough to go to public places. The things he said were so severe I can’t tell you about them. How can anyone be that damn evil? 

Last night he threatened me…made it clear…everytime I talk he is going to cuss me out,no matter what I say. I must face my laptop & not move while he’s in the room with me. If I talk to my sons I must make sure the old bastard can’t hear me…if he hears my voice he will cuss me out. He can burn in hell!!! I will move & talk no matter how much he threatens me! 

His ignorant,selfish rules for my sons & me…no medical care whatsoever,must be cussed out if we need anything,go to bed when he says to,we can only go shopping twice a year,unless its a dollar its to expensive,he can cuss us all he wants,we cuss him he rages all the more,we must lie to get what we want,he will only buy what we want if it benefits him,according to him he’s superior,a VIP,we must respect & honor him,we are here to serve him,cuz he’s a factory worker,assembling hot water heaters. Never mind that he has us living in a dangerous shack in the ghetto…captives…caged like animals. 

We hate that old bastard to no end! If it was possible to leave we would’ve left years ago. He has made sure we can never leave. He thinks he’s God. 

I don’t know why karma never falls on him. I don’t know why God doesn’t intervene. 

About bavariandreams4ever

sporty cars are my passion...I love food & eating...I blog for therapy & fun...I am a hermit.,which is my husband's fault...long story. I am an Earth Angel with the gift of healing. I wish to teach the art of manifestation & write a book on that subject. I am here to teach & heal...that's my purpose,my calling. I am a spiritualist.
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