Facing Reality Is Tough

More & more I struggle with health problems…daily sickness & pain. Its to the point where any movement has me gasping to breathe. It hurts to move. The old man says me being as fat as I am is causing my struggles. The doctor says its depression & anxiety causing it. I think they are both correct. 

Most of the weight is in my belly. I look to be 9 months pregnant. My great big belly is always in the way…handicapping me. Changing clothes is a nightmare. Putting on shoes is a challenge. Walking is near impossible. 

I haven’t really tried to lose weight. I hate diets & I love food. More than that I don’t feel strong enough to diet & exercise. The slightest movement is a struggle. 

Yeah,I need to go to a doctor for tests & whatever. I’m not up for being cussed out by the old man. Medical care is allowed for him & only him. The rest of us must suffer. He thrives on our suffering & misery. 

Time for breakfast. 

About bavariandreams4ever

sporty cars are my passion...I love food & eating...I blog for therapy & fun...I am a hermit.,which is my husband's fault...long story. I am an Earth Angel with the gift of healing. I wish to teach the art of manifestation & write a book on that subject. I am here to teach & heal...that's my purpose,my calling. I am a spiritualist.
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