Its A Miracle I Am Alive

While in the bathroom earlier I thought about all the hell I’ve been through the past 18 years…mental & emotional abuse,poverty,sickness,disease,pains…living in the 2nd old shack…living as a hermit…handicapped…hated…living far less than family pets…sleeping on a broken old bed…eating microwave foods…words can’t begin to tell you how unbearable each day is for me. Its like living in a horror movie. I have no self esteem…the old man destroyed that. I’m sure if you saw me you’d see the hell I’ve lived & continue to live. 

About bavariandreams4ever

sporty cars are my passion...I love food & eating...I blog for therapy & fun...I am a hermit.,which is my husband's fault...long story. I am an Earth Angel with the gift of healing. I wish to teach the art of manifestation & write a book on that subject. I am here to teach & heal...that's my purpose,my calling. I am a spiritualist.
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