I Didn’t Commit Suicide Yesterday

After the terrible way my youngest son treated me yesterday I was suicidal. I kept praying to stop myself from committing suicide. I was crying & shaking really bad. I’m still messed up from that. I’m still shaking & in tears. 

He put me through unbearable hell to please a fat ass whore. He didn’t give a rat’s ass about me & my feelings. He knows I have a weak heart & various sicknesses & pains. 

I carried him for 9 months & had a damn difficult time giving birth to him. I raised him as best I knew how & did it in the clutches of poverty & abuse. I gave him what I could & have always shared with him. This is how I raised both my sons. I taught them right from wrong & taught them the laws of attraction. His Dad bought him a sports car. 

He treats his brother,Dad,& me like shit,while treating his idiot friends like celebrities. He takes from us & gives to them. He caters to them,waits on em like a dutiful slave. He’ll dash out the door to be with em no matter how sick or in pain he is. He will tackle any kind of weather to be with them…pouring rain,snow,hail,tornado,110 degree heat,flood…he’s addicted,obsessed. I am not exaggerating. 

About bavariandreams4ever

sporty cars are my passion...I love food & eating...I blog for therapy & fun...I am a hermit.,which is my husband's fault...long story. I am an Earth Angel with the gift of healing. I wish to teach the art of manifestation & write a book on that subject. I am here to teach & heal...that's my purpose,my calling. I am a spiritualist.
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