Been In Tears All Day

I feel like I am either on the path to an emotional collapse or some sort of breakthrough. Maybe its nothing more than depression. 

Life isn’t supposed to remain unchanged for Years on end. Each day,each night is the same…never ever anything new or different. Its the hermit life. Its being alive & yet dead…simply existing…waiting to die in a black & gray world.

I have 2 sons & so suicide isn’t a consideration. I am falling apart emotionally & mentally. I want to scream. I need to sob until I can’t breathe. I need changes,something new,something different. Dammit,I want to live & enjoy life. I’ve fallen & don’t have the strength to get up. 

About bavariandreams4ever

sporty cars are my passion...I love food & eating...I blog for therapy & fun...I am a hermit.,which is my husband's fault...long story. I am an Earth Angel with the gift of healing. I wish to teach the art of manifestation & write a book on that subject. I am here to teach & heal...that's my purpose,my calling. I am a spiritualist.
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